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[blissful_agony]

Well, today was very interesting and I'm not quite sure if it was good or bad yet. It was four months for me and Cindy today and when I said "Happy Anniversary", I didn't get a response. So that was a good start to the day. We went back to her house and I felt like complete and total shit due to the fact that my stomach wanted to kill me. I

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[crackedgawd]

I'm so sorry, hun. I didn't even hear you say Happy Anniversary, I just assumed you forgot so I wanted to see if you had remembered so I didn't say anything at all. I really didn't even hear you say that. I'm so sorry.

And the reason I went to the pool hall was mostly because I couldn't stand the tention anymore. I got the vibe that you wanted me there, but you didn't at the same time. I just wanted out. I'm sorry. And not only that, Mother's day is Sunday, and I didn't have any money, I have to work to earn money. So I went into work to get that. And it turns out they really did need me, when I got there they told me they didn't want to make it seem like they were making me come in but they really needed the help.

But all I seem to do is fuck things up with us. And again I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say.

I don't know why you put up with my shit. You're obviously not happy with me. What are you doing to yourself?

Love and Mistakes,
Sin-D