He is always there.

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                 I try to avoid the stress and drama. Guys tend to have that affect on me. I try so hard and get all worked up and it never works out. I dont realize what I am doing wrong. But to tell you the truth. This time, its not only about guys. Its about life in general. There is so much thats been changing for the better and so much that

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[mybruisedego]

kristy is cool

[surfer_chik22]

hey...im sorry for all that drama..n my goal is to try to not add to it..i love hanging out with you your like my sister*just better* lol well yea i feel like you do..like you cant understand yourself i have that problem to..but my biggest problem is trying to find my feelings and express then i can not do it i dont kno y..its tha hardest thing for me..you kno im alwayz here for you and if you EVER need anything u kno where i am..and im not going to leave you when dustin gets more time off of work no worries chika..(and i can b your shoulder to cry on i have before and i will agin) i love you soooo much your tha sweetest thing and i dont kno y you have all this drama i can try and help but you kno lauren she isnt great at these things lol but i will try really really hard! to make you happy! but ill let you go L<3VE Lauren

[blissful_ending]

KElz- lol thanx chik KElz is cooler.

Lauren- its all good. ill get over the drama. jus had to let all that out of my system. u know how we do. lol. i love hanging with u too and yeah ur way better then a sister ((cept cid lol)) and ur amazing. im glad im not alone with the feelings i have. and im sorry ur goin thru the not bn able to understand urself thing too.. i know it sux. n yes lauren u r great at helping! specially helpin me! u understand me better then i ever b able to! well im always here for u to!