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-symbolic of finding one's way home
-symbolic of a certain number of miles spent at sea
-symbolic of hope, etc
-paid admission for life into hipsterdom

so after 5 years of wanting to
and 3 years of seriously talking about it
and 1 month of knowing where i wanted to go
i got the plane ticket that will take me out of the state, for who knows how long
2 years at the least, probably.

NYC: you become mine on August 31, 4:05 PM

maybe not forgiveness yet
but i got enough courage (all on my own!) to ask him why he did it,
which was enough to leave me shaking but still feels good, even if he doesn't have the balls to answer...

after all, like r. frost said... the best way out is always through.

lindsay, saying "you should forgive him. he's a different person now, and he's really sorry."
and also the look on his face when i realized that was true.

just a silly dream, but it made me wonder: in the interest of starting a new life and of laying things down, maybe dream-lindsay was right. maybe it's time to forgive.

but if i had the money, i'd leave tomorrow.

2 things,
1. i saw a porcupine on the way to work this am, WTF is that about
2. obama FTW!!!!!!

so i won passes to see The Fall. it was damn good. go see it.

is it wrong that i found ben super sexy in this scene right here? like in an undead kinda vampirey way, but still. mmmm.

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