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um.
so he promised me
an ADVENTURE day.
and i'm
looking forward to it like no life.
i think we might go see the devil wears prada again.
for the third time.
...
that movie is my bible.

i miss chris+andrew.


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i took a walk down the street
where the lamps barely lit the road
i wore the trampiest makeup
and the barely there clothes.
i was looking for my soulmate of the black pavement.
[highwaylover.]

i hate myspace's blogging form.
i'm no good at html.
._.
::frowny face::

p.s. i like to climb.


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i will dream
of
long long streets.

and
i had given you credit
but you were always really ugly.

sorry.
...
ugly.

i'm seeing ghosts again.
and oddly enough
it doesn't bother me anymore.
instead of feeling angry
i feel sad.
unrequited is a nasty word.
one sided.
or two.
maybe even three.
ha.

i like my small
cold
square.
filled with
hot
warm
people.

i've got a place to be.
on your right side
and on the left of the world.

i'm a grown up now.

i don't like the feeling in my stomach...
all excited
and gaggy.
so...here's a picture of the little kitty.
to calm me down.


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i don't like ultimatums.
and is it my fault that i prefer NOT to?
i should have that right
and maybe it'll snap some reality into you.
i don't know anymore.

what we have
is one strange relationship
and i'm like lindsay
and she's like me
and i need reassurances
even when it's hard for me to believe.
why does he love me??
and why did it hurt so much?
ffffffffffuh.