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[blitheringdream]

I am at such a loss for words. good words, words that explain how i'm feeling and what i'm thinking. its like i've let my life spin off into another dimention and now i'm attempting to regain control of it. spinning spinning spinning . . . out of control.

Comments

[k_rom]

maybe you're spinning towards perfection....

[adozenredroses]

is this a good spinning or a bad spinning?

[k_rom]

could be a neutral spinning? like stuck between good and bad and she's spinning because she can't can't get to the good or the bad for some reason?

[blitheringdream]

well its like this. i lost my mind, and now i've got it back. but now i'm trying to fix all the damage that i've done to everyone and everything while my mind wasnt present. and i feel like everything is spinnig just beyond my reach, right outside my control. and i'm in this magnificently crappy place, and i truly hate being here.