Here I go again, I promised myself . . .

[blitheringdream]

well i leave merry ol' england tomorrow morning. and i have a lot of mixed feelings 'bout coming home. i'm not really sure if i want to. i miss my friends here, and my cousin, and its almost like i'm fed up of the springs. and i'm probably gonna rot in hell for saying this, but i feel like everyone in the springs, including myself, needs to grow up

Comments

[anonymous]

I think you're putting too much weight on all of this. It could be that because you have been gone so long, you haven't had a chance to see how the dynamic is. Granted, it's not perfect, but things are slowly being fixed. And just because you met most of your friends at Air Academy, that doesn't mean that school is the foundation of your friendship. If you let the simple fact that you went to the same high school dictate that you have to be friends, then you have a problem. Sure that tie will always be there, but there should be so much more. I am still fiends with many of the people I went to high school with, but they are my friends because I like the kind of people they are, and they like the type of person I am and we get along. It wouldn't matter if we met at high school or in a K-Mart, we would still be friends. Moving away will always change things. Going to college and leaving high school will always change things. To expect them to stay exactly the same is an unhealthy and unrealistic expectation. If you want to

[blitheringdream]

thank you for your perspective, but i do know everything you've put into this comment. a lot of this rant was based on things as of when i left. and i never once in this rant asked anyone to agree with me. or to validify what i was saying. i want to see the people that i still love dearly. i'm going to make the assumption that you dont know me really well, but since this was annonymos i dont really know that. i think you missed some of the meaning behind what i said: i never said, i think you all need to grow up cus i'm better than you, and i never want to talk to you guys again. . . . anyhow, if you still have a bone to pick with me and the way I think, call me.

[anonymous]

No bones, just advice. Trust me, I'm a friend. If I had a bone to pick with you, I'd say, "I have a bone to pick with you." I just wanted to make sure that you knew certain things before you started seeing everyone else. Now go be with your friends.
-G.A.

[adozenredroses]

funny question....who are you? lol