I just need to talk to him. I just need to hear his voice, I need to hear him say he loves me... I just need him. I can't explain it to you. I really just can't. It's this pull, to steal the car, and drive to him and hug him, and be with him. I can't believe his gone ( Read more... )

I'm torn. You never know what the future holds, and so you never know what choice you'll make in a few days... all you know is how you feel in the present.... but then again, the past was yesterday's present, and as you grow, your feelings change.... so who's to say tomorrow you will still be who you were yesterday?... work with me here people... I ( Read more... )

Techncally, it's Sunday morning, but in my eyes, it's still Saturday night. Sadly, since it's sunday, that means we're one day closer to the day that I've been dreading for 5 months.... Jason leaves Friday.. I remember being back in April and being all "oh jason leaves in august..." it's august.. Jason's REALLY leaving. in less than a week. It's ( Read more... )

So today was four months. Which is amazing. For me anyways. So Julia spent the night last night. And then she went home this morning. I had an eye doctor appointment at 10.30, which went well I guess. I got new contacts. They are so sweet. It's those daily ones, so I never have to re-use them again. Whoo Hoo! Haha. Also, I need reading glasses, ( Read more... )

So my knee hurts like holy sugar! haha. i've had it in the brace and my braces have been iced, so it shouldnt still be hurting. I dont need any more problems ( Read more... )

I got to see Jason last night, which was a YAY! factor of like 1000. I missed that kid. I got him to leave early, or I tried to, so he wouldn't miss curfew, but we ended up standing against Mike's car and talking... figures. Haha. So I think he was late. Oh well. haha ( Read more... )

So... In a Blink of an eye... or as I like to say, In a Blizzink. It's amazing how everything changes. Maybe its the whole summer thrill. Summer is so great, it's like endless freedom. But I feel like I'm tied down by endless number of ropes lately ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Guess what! I'm bored. I just got in from swimming with Whooles at Mike's it was great fun. I'm starting to look like one of those indian children. Haha not really but im getting pretty dark. Fun Fun ( Read more... )

July 4th, Independence day. Think... without this day, we'd be drinking tea that had high taxes on it... haha well maybe that's not exactly true, I'm not really sure so just laugh and go "Geez, that girl is crazy ( Read more... )

Nor do I know what to say. I'm sick and don't feel like updating this, deal with it... if you can't do that, BITE ME!