Ok, I went to my appointment today & the Dr weighed me @ 174.8 (up 1 lb from last week) And announced I'm dialated about 4 ( Read more... )

Well... I spoke to my parents & got them to conceed that smoking around the baby is not good. As of this weekend, they are not allowing any smoking in the house, they all go outside to smoke. :) YAY! One small step for me, one giant leap towards a healthier baby. (Now, it's just a matter of patience for the little tyke to make his appearence into ( Read more... )

I was thinking of you tonight dj_havok I looked out the window & saw a single solitary star. Thinking that no matter where you were... you could probably see that same star. And focusing on it, as if it were a secret link to you... I sent out a silent "I love you baby ( Read more... )

Well, it seems that yet more things have come up to make my trip back not happen. And on top of that, if I COULD get back - things would be SEVERELY stressed. I don't want to put Shawn through that... but I don't want to lose him either. I don't want him to be alone. I know he's miserable when I'm away... it's hard for him to handle & this ( Read more... )

I just wanna say, I felt like crap last night ( Read more... )

Sooo... I'm dating my fiance's best friend (who also happens to be best friends with Mother Raven)
And the TABS think I'm dating my own best friend.
MEANWHILE... both vampriss_raven & I have the same bitter ex. Hmmm.

beyondthegodsW0ULD Y0U ( Read more... )

Suggested by darkarts777

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Try this for yourself.... post
<*font color="yourusername"> <*b>yourusername<*/b> <*/font>
in your journal (replacing the "your username" with your actual user name & removing the *s) see what color you come up as.

(AND stolen from vampriss_raven)

AHHHH... beware the double purple sabers. muahahaha!

My baby! dj_havok

Don't this just make you wanna gulp down a bigmac? NOT!

You are


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Been up all night waiting... hoping... for at least a brief convo with dj_havokWe talked briefly on the phone as he was in need of a talk due to recent stresses & he said he'd be online for a little bit later ( Read more... )