i havent updated in a while...lots i guess has been going on. ive decided that im going to move into the apartment. after telling my mom we had like a 2 hour long discussion of every possible thing a mom would have a conversation with you about. after we got through talking and i was going to go back to WoW, my brother came over because he was ( Read more... )

seems that nothings going on right now, idk. i might be moving out into an apartment with two other guys, actually a townhouse. its pretty neat. not sure if i should make the big jump though, someone give me your insight. my mom bought me alcohol, is that a new point in a parent/child relationship? i dunno, haha. the semester is almost over and i ( Read more... )

its crazy how i dont post for like forever then i do it once and i start getting comments. im going to have to start doing that more often, lol. its getting cold out and im loving it. capri sun is nice. im saying everything that is popping into my head right now, lol. i like people. i miss friends. life is a black hole and everything is getting ( Read more... )

i did something i never though i would have the power to do and i dont know if i am relieved or if im just....cynical about it now... what should i think... :\

so i went to see keene today but he was sleep under his desk so i didnt get to see him. i did however go to ms. hunts class and i told her about my new art teacher which isnt even a teacher but i could go on forever about that... i just got the car aligned and all this other crap and money just went poof. im ready for spiderman 3 now.... i also ( Read more... )

so i talked to my mom two days ago, like really talked to her. i told her basically everything about how ive been feeling and all about that. i actually found out that im covered under her insurance to have therapy and im going to be taking it. i have to go to the doctor first like on thursday but after that i get to have my first session or ( Read more... )

so his name is william apparantly...and her sister doesnt like him for something in the past that he did. they broke up but she is still unsure of if they will get back together or whatever. i like how she is still open with me and everything but....i dont see how i can continue to be her friend, although i will go along doing it anyway ( Read more... )

got an SNES. need games

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its amazing how when you need to talk to someone the most, noone is there. i guess i blame it on my getting off work late. i guess i get to talk to this thing, even though not too many people look at it, lol. its pretty weird, im going to try celebrating this whole christmas thing this year...idk. hopefully ill get to spend that time with crystal ( Read more... )