I AM FUCKING RETARDED! i had the most perfect chance to say to her what ive been wanting too for so long! but being the retard that i am, i fuckin pussed out! fucking shit! im a very out going person except when it comes to girls. so what the fuck i am a pussy and i hate myself and i will prolly never get the chance i just had to say what i wanted ( Read more... )

last night and today and tonight has been some of the best and most interestings times in my life. so much that i must write a lj entry about it ( Read more... )

its my birthday. hey (sarcastic tone) who the hell decided to celebrate b days? and why was it decided that its a year, why not a month, y not 10 years? it makes no sense. and what are we celebrating on a birthday? the survival of another year? maybe. bdays should be celebrated for the person that was born, it should be celebrated for the parents, ( Read more... )

live journal is getting fucking boring. so this is gonna be my last post. i might comment in ppl's posts but im done with mine ( Read more... )

just this week end i made $190! so that means i have $191! -i had the other dollar before i started work.- my job is great. the ppl there are wicked cool and my boss has a great sense of humor, plus a wicked hot chick just started today! she makes the day go by just a little bit faster. only bad part about it is, it beats the shit out of me! im ( Read more... )

ya i have a job now! welcome to corporate amerika ( Read more... )

good bye robyn! ill miss u so much. thank you for some of the greatest times of my life, thanx for being my first friend from nh. hehe now ur my first friend from rhode island, lol ( Read more... )

gah school tomorrow. at 5 am tomorrow morning my summer officially ends ( Read more... )

i went to the beach! ya, uhh i went to the beach. robyn came to pick me up monday around 6, we went to here friend justin's house, learned a new card game that i already forgot, then went back to her place to get 2 of her friends, alica and cupcake "aka, ashley", then we went back to justin's to finish our card game ( Read more... )