Melancholic Reflections

[blkrosewarheart]

As I sit in front of my computer (something I rarely do anymore) at 7 fucking 52 in the morning (a time I am rarely conscious), I begin to read the profile of my old journal Sanctityslament.

I must say it is both mildly amusing and slightly depressing.

Lets see...It starts with...

"Why you should get to know me:

1) Im a damn good friend."I don't know so much

Comments

[amayasumi]

Ironically, I recently reread mine. It was really bad - brought back a lot of suppressed memories. I had a lot of panic attacks, even.

[blkrosewarheart]

I have to say... It hurt me to read mine at first, but then I was grateful. It reminded me that I used to be somebody. That I was capable of excitement and happiness.

Its crazy how these things seem to come into play for a reason.

[mousepoo]

Reading through my old journals is pain but also reminders that I'm real... because sometimes it is easy to forget that sad fact.

Glad you are back Dustin. This is a habit I can't break from.

[blkrosewarheart]

I'm so happy to talk to you again.

Please tell me... How is the Navy? Nate says you hate bootcamp, which is understandable, but other than that are you surviving? I think its cool that you're a Navy chick =) hehe