so i just got home..i ventured to pink hill to meet some peeps thier all pretty cool reminds me alot of the kids back home god i miss nh...but yeah katie invited me down i was the source of the music mainly everyone else skated and played basket ball and sat around and talked..all good fun..hah i guess..havent done that without getting stoned ( Read more... )

well tonight i hung out with miss kelly which is always a pleasure i must say we went to the tobacco shop and dreamed of huge stogies i bought one mighty beast and haha she couldnt handle it i barely could eitehr by the time i was done i was like outa here light headed to shit sick to my stomach damn wasnt good but it was a good stogie other wise ( Read more... )

well that was easy enough...im free.

hmm something just isnt sitting with me right..i dont know if its my decision to just not date or have relationships when ive kinda hinted on to start something or if its just i feel like im being a scum bag what ive always thought id never be..i mean i havent really done anything wrong i mean i havent talked to her tonight i mean i havent called ( Read more... )

why the hell must they confuze me by changeing shit all the time..fuck livejournal in the goatass haha really

ive come to the conclusion that being mature and acting mature is a total and utter waste of time. being non mature and haveing fun talking about stupid nothingness is so much better..maybe thats why i fucked up so hard before? who knows WHO CARES!? i dont hah im a badass pirate of the atlantic captin morgan and james hook aint go shit on me and b ( Read more... )

it seems like the harder i try to not let things get to me they do even more..it fuckin sucks i jsut need to go back home and be with people who actaully care like jason and all them..i miss then all so much i never shoulda left here..i fucking moved here for her and i never should of..she fucking used me to the point that she couldnt get anything ( Read more... )

blahh i feel like crap today fucking headace at least i wont have to work in the friggin rain today but its cold but i got 2 hoodies so im good..i cant wait to move back i wanna get an apartment with jay so we can live like we did back in the day it was great hah ill probroly get transfered to the sams in seabrook or manchester where ever..im so ( Read more... )

so yeah i had a good night i hung out with kelly which kelly is the shit i might add hah shes gonna make me a led zepplin cd and blow up my car so its all good..we went to go see waiting which was funny as hell haha..i cant wait to go back to nh and see all my people and chill like back in the day its gonna be greatt..ive come a long way sence last ( Read more... )

sit with me under the stars ( Read more... )