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[blkwhtnreadlovr]

.i saw the ocean tonight it was wonderful ! .i could not feel anything but the tingle running down my throat. the water was a clear blue green, the kind id imagine at the carribean beaches i see on commercials for cruise ads..imagine.
i started moving out tonight. it was lovely. <3 .i hope this is good

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[forgetthisheart]

moving ? out of the house? or into a different room? chris moved out of the house this week. i didnt really notice though, because i dont really live at home myself. not sure if i told you yet that his girlfriend is six months pregnant? jeez. mike just got a "real" job. salary. ass. manager. i havent talked to him since his first day. hes probably been lonely. i miss him and i hope hes okay. i was so angry about this whole chris having a baby with her. they dont make each other happy but im starting to realize that instead of being pissed at him for being stupid and not making the best decision, i should respect him for trying to make it work which is a far harder thing. im going back to school in the winter. it will make everyones life a little easier. by everyone i mean mommy and daddy will be able to talk highly to their friends about my future, yet again. hardy har har! i dont even know what i want to do? i thought i wanted to go into advertising but it kinda seems fucked up in our society. im not willing to sell my soul to make