what are we, besides our bodies? i spend the time thinking of what you look like. inside those knowing eyes and passionate. sincere mind. your ocean is deep, and just as i am on the verge of grasping your real, true and graceful image, i am swiftly swept away with the cold currents of unsatisfaction, suffering and dead memories. you are so ( Read more... )

give back the night its distant whistle
give the darkness back its soul
give the big oil companies the finger finally
and relearn how to rock-n-roll

dont read into me. 
swim-ani difranco. 
i am nothing. and you are everything to me. 
i cant sleep comfortably . i have been restless.

to the point, have i been? 
i'd hope to be. for you to ( Read more... )

Beauty in many forms.                               Jen ha s  been an inspiration since i cam e  into contact with her. She is one of the most BEAUTIFUL people i have met. THank You . for lovEing me jennifer trombley <3

Gor gEOUS, BEuti ful mornings. I miss those rides with him. But this past morning was untouch able. PAZ. always. 
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cant think because im on my period. 
mess.                                                                                      some lady just let my 8am class know that our professor will not be here. yes.

paz. 
ps. connie rocks. 
and i miss jen . but i would now, wouldn't i?
   maybe i can go send her a letter or something now.

improve.
self reliance. 
beauty.

nal. lost and found. here we go. ;

i;ll bet that if i pull on these beads around my neck that they;ll *snap* before i choke. what would i think of first. you know when you;re about to die? what would i want most first. ... no names. i might have to burn. the people who mean most to me in my life; surrounding. [and i cant get out. e.x.asp; burn and ( Read more... )

hi to every one who sees this. sorry i do nt write too often. jen. i just wrote out my latest diary entry and it was deleted from switching pages. so now im a little sad and mad, so i leave you with this. 
thank you for all of your calls this year. 
i havent heard from you in awhile and it feel s like you are mad at me?
i love you. 
goodnight.<3

real.

i want real. 
<3

time without me.

i am walking out in the rain. i am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again. and i am getting nowhere with you. and i cant let go. and i cant get through.

im looking at pictures which i cant adore b/c i don.t know you like that.

i am watching your chest rise and fall. like the tides of my life and the rest of it all.
 your ( Read more... )

now a recent journal entry:
6/12/2006

a puppet in your path.
get entangled in my strings and you'll
                    be lost forever.

love me or dont.
     i wouldn't even care
     i want your blood
     your breath
     your heart;
     a living sacrifice.

Hormones racing;
and i couldn't even begin to think of a
                    time when i ( Read more... )