Why do I have to get out of bed every day?

[blndbsbllplaya2]

 I've  tried to be someone without regrets, but I truly regret not graduating. I hate these people, the stupid motions I go through every day. I hate it all

Comments

[amoergosum]

misanthropy and apathy are a dangerous combination, my dear. i must say that the most important thing for a human to have outside of love is hope. i know it sounds impossible but no matter what you must keep hope to carry on. we must make a meaning in our lives for ourselves and take pleasures in the little things that we enjoy no matter what they may be. i guess you have to ask yourself, what do you enjoy? what do you love? all you need to do is simply hang on to that.

[blndbsbllplaya2]

I feel like I've lost everything, and everyone, that I love. Like everything has been...tainted, somehow. It makes it hard to hope when you don't have love.