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So I want to cry (some more), I want to hit things/people ( Read more... )

Bleh.

I'm not upset, I'm completely fucking crushed.

So unless you can fix my car, re-enroll me in school & get me one of my closest buddies back - don't tell me to cheer up.

FUCK.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO ANYMORE.

Go back to old habits, I guess.

I'd rather fuck a billion randoms, contract 78 STD's & die before I reach 20 then ever sleep with you again. IT HURTS TOO MUCH... emotionally. Ew @ emotions ( Read more... )

Today I decided it'd be a good idea to drink $100 worth of jagerbombs, between the hours of 1pm & 6pm. It's currently 2:30am & I feel I may just die. I'm pretty sure my heartbeat is irregular, my whole body is shaking uncontrollably due to the mass caffeine intake, & if my poor liver could talk it'd be screaming "FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

I've been kinda, you know... happy, lately.
Like, really.
I haven't wanted to shrivel up & die for two consecutive days.
:D
& it feels soooo damn good! I've missed this.

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It's been a tough few months for me, it really has. I just don't know how to deal with anything that's been happening ( Read more... )

I'm a good kid.
I have good intentions.

Translation: ?

Everything was beautiful & nothing hurt.