i am mildly thinking about moving somewhere unexpected, vermont, or maybe maine. i don't know how i'd go about it if i actually meant to...i've never really been...at least not since the early 80's. i want snow. mountains of snow. maybe i can bring my two cats and find itinerant work on maple farms. have the kittens pop the little spigots in the ( Read more... )

hazel bought me the most wonderful gift last month, two tiny children. kittens. julien and elsa. they're the most ridiculously adorable things in the entire world. they were six weeks old when i got them, they fit in my shoes. now they dwarf them. or, nearly. compartively. perhaps someday i'll be able to use a computer i can post pictures from. ( Read more... )

bloody things. my coworker cried today because they chose someone else for chef. it should have been her. the new chef is better than others they could have chose, but it should have been her.
i hate change. i hate new things. everything is going to be ruined, and i haven't even started yet. and i have to pee.

an unlovely world fallen into, trip, tumble, dry out in the dessicated vegetation, lack thereof ( Read more... )

i'm at the library watching it pour snow like rain outside. how odd. so much snow in the past week....kind of pitiful snow, but snow nonetheless.
i have the next two days off and hope it snows again. it keeps snowing while i'm at work. ah.
at least i have whiskey.
i still don't know what to eat. i've been eating alot of ice cream lately.

my favourite bunny, robert, was killed the other day. he was run over and left in the road. hazel called kestrel and kestrel took him away. i'm glad kestrel got him and he wasn't thrown away, at least. poor stupid robert. so trusting. and his wife and children keep playing in the road. it's driving me crazy. i keep yelling at them and throwing ( Read more... )

i don't want to go home. i want to stay at the library. i'm so fucking bored.

it's spring. i'm not minding it so much, yet. i almost like it, a little, opening my bedroom windows, natural light, a breeze. i think i'm going to replant the garden soon. i miss having free food in the yard for the plucking ( Read more... )

today at work the talk was marmots....all marmots. first it was about phil the groundhog. he said there would be more winter. then chef said her bird was shedding, and that meant winter was to be over, as the bird is never wrong. she wanted statistics on phil's performance over the years. which led to stephen looking up groundhog day stuff. which ( Read more... )

a few days ago the world was made of ice. i left my house to go to work and the lawn was frozen solid white, with green tufts sticking out here and there...and the bunnies were nibbling at it. i didn't want to be late so i watched them while i walked and slid down the driveway, my skirt coming up and me sliding down gravelly concrete and ice on ( Read more... )