._________. I know but I feel so selfish because of it. I KNOW I KNOW it's your decision, but...
I had a good talk with my counselor. As far as feeling empty, doing the same routine every day, we kind of talked more about how (warning: incoming cliche!) it's not the goal: it's what you do to get there. Knowing I have that goal and working towards it will... I don't know, fill me with purpose. Make every day have meaning. I just have to realize... I have that goal, and I CAN reasonably work toward it every day.
My goal is to get my story on paper, and I need to realize that it's a big part of what makes me tick, and... embrace it, I guess.
I had a big apostrophe about my "goal" and my "journey" towards it... which honestly felt like a big load being taken off of my back.
And... I don't know. I kinda feel... at ease.
(In other news, this comment gave me the most amazing idea for APOSTROPHE MAN for the comic, omg omg)
I guess that's what I was trying to get you to do. Write out this amazing story that I know you wanted to do within your goal time frame every day so that you had purpose for it. I guess. Sorta. Fuck, I fail at words right now.
I will be lost with you if you feel lost. :3 Help you find your way.
And it's not so much that I need a time frame... I just have to keep my goal/dream alive. :3 I really need to remember I'm not writing it for anyone but me. I mean, yeah, I still need support (I talked to Chris about it a bit), but... my reasons for doing it are not to please anyone else.
We shall forge the way togethar! *holds up sword or... something*
Oh man, madam i got loves for you, even if im not around, i still wish and hope FOR you and your success. Your not a failure and I always knew you were gonna do something amazing, not a matterof IF but WHEN. You have a positive aura if support it might not be as brilliant as before but its not dead.
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So shush. :P
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I had a good talk with my counselor. As far as feeling empty, doing the same routine every day, we kind of talked more about how (warning: incoming cliche!) it's not the goal: it's what you do to get there. Knowing I have that goal and working towards it will... I don't know, fill me with purpose. Make every day have meaning. I just have to realize... I have that goal, and I CAN reasonably work toward it every day.
My goal is to get my story on paper, and I need to realize that it's a big part of what makes me tick, and... embrace it, I guess.
I had a big apostrophe about my "goal" and my "journey" towards it... which honestly felt like a big load being taken off of my back.
And... I don't know. I kinda feel... at ease.
(In other news, this comment gave me the most amazing idea for APOSTROPHE MAN for the comic, omg omg)
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I guess that's what I was trying to get you to do. Write out this amazing story that I know you wanted to do within your goal time frame every day so that you had purpose for it. I guess. Sorta. Fuck, I fail at words right now.
I will be lost with you if you feel lost. :3 Help you find your way.
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We shall forge the way togethar! *holds up sword or... something*
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You're awesome lady
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