it's weird how different my social life is now that i'm at home. not in a bad way but i'm such a homebody when im here. i dont have a huge network or friends here, nor do i really want that. since i've been home i havent chilled with the whole northwest crowd once. i feel like most of my high school years was spent trying to be friends with the " ( Read more... )

sorry guys...im really bored and i havent filled one of these out since middle school ( Read more... )

well, things remain good. not much has changed. last night i slept over carie's. me care and drea went to nicks again and this time he was working..yay! mike and brian davis were there so we hung out with them for a while. it was much less akward this time. p.s. brian is fucking hot...in which case i would normally be more shy (because as everyone ( Read more... )

things have made a complete 360. i made up with eme today and things are really good, we talked about everything and felt so much better afterward. i don't know where i would be without her, she is my best friend and more of a sister to me than rachel sometimes. i think thats why i was so upset and emotionally unstable when i found out she thought ( Read more... )

last night was akward. i went out with andrea to see kicking and screaming (hilarious)and we were the only ones in the theatre so we were acting like idiots as usual, then we went to park ave hoping that nick was there because we both miss him so much (and the free food would be nice too). he wasn't but when we walk in, who else do we see but mike ( Read more... )

it just seems that everyone i was so excited to come home and see thinks that i have changed for the worse and become a selfish, stuck up, snappy girl. i'm not ashamed of my new job or the new friends that i made at school but these things have separated me from everyone. i don't know what to do about it, i don't know how to make things better with ( Read more... )

i don't know whats going on anymore. everything is going wrong. ive been crying for the past 2 hours because everything that i expected and wanted this summer to be is not happening and im just really upset with so many things. so much stuff came up tonight that i was just not ready to deal with. i cant hold it in anymore, im going to let ( Read more... )

so yesterday was my first day nanny-ing. i went to there house at around 3, i passed it at first because the house was so huge and i couldnt see the number that i didn't think that that was the house but my god it was. can i just explain how rich these people are. once i got there she took me on a tour of the house. the kitchen is straight out of ( Read more... )

haha--brett makes me laugh...what a funny kid he thought ambidextrous was anorexic..that quite possibly made my night next to watching the best movie i've seen in a while "the challenge" the new mk+a flick. oh how i have missed hanging out with my girls ( Read more... )

hellllllllllooooo summer. finally it has arrived. didnt do so hot on my last two finals today and had a miserable train ride home standing the whole time with four huge bags...but all of that does not even matter because i am home and it is the summer! i guess it still hasn't hit me that i don't have a paper due in a couple of days and don't need ( Read more... )