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[blondcinderelly]

So...you totally ignored me for the last month of school, and now suddenly I exist again to you? You care about me? But you didn't before...like Hannah's thing said a while ago, I want a lover I don't have to love...too much shizzite going on, I just want to know someone still wants me, or cares about me for me and not for theyre own benefit...

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[snjaspe1028]

Sounds like you're not happy with yourself or how you are right now. It's something I had to do, but just try to look on the bright side of everything. I mean there's something good coming out of every situation for you, even if you don't realize it. Plus, your an awesome person, and no matter how you feel right now, things will get better. I've felt the same way you have the whole first week of school, especially the true friendship thing, and I distanced myself from a lot of people. But one day I just told myself to look at the good things, and even if someone had hurt me, I looked at them, and I saw something good they done for me. That I was grateful for something, even if what they taught me only hurt me. It helped me get stronger. A lot of people care about you, and not for their own benefit..I don't doubt that. And if you ever need to talk, I AM ALWAYS HERE.
~*Sonja*~

*sigh*....

[shortygurly642]

wow kp. i know exactly EXACTLY how you feel. im totally sick of looking around at all these happy people with their cute little boyfriends are their inside jokes with all their bestest friends. then looking in the mirror and being like "i have none of that. how come i dont have that?" you of ALL people definitely deserve it, and i bet you, like me, are sick of waiting for it. waiting, waiting, waiting. school, homework, chores, movies, (dance for you and pageantry to me) its all to fill the time for something else you're waiting for. i wish i could help you more. :) you know the number (420-6057) and its ALWAYS on, night and day. love ya!