Hmmmmmmmm.

[blonde_babe_zip]

After landing at Heathrow I turned on my phone and got a text from my friend, telling me she is now engaged.  I was really happy for her.  Tonight we were supposed to be going to a pub quiz.  I texted her on Tuesday asking her if she wanted to come.  She said yes.  Hadn't heard anything from her today, saying about times we were meeting so I texted

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[blonde_babe_zip]

I just don't think "no I'm not coming to your wedding as I'll be at Leeds Fest" will go down well with my friend.

[blonde_babe_zip]

It doesn't feel like it'll be that easy just to tell her.

I've told her I'm not free on that day, I just haven't said why.

[admirzantion]

I know exactly how you feel. Since the birth of bebo, all I've had is messages from old school friends, ones who are all married/engaged and living with their boyfriend. To be honest, aside from one friend everyone in school is in that situation.

Its why im not going to grad ball, I don't want another reminder that im single, while everyone else has their partner.

As much as I like to pretend im fine with it, I would love to be settled. But reminders like weddings, uni events don't exactly make me feel much better about myself.x

[blonde_babe_zip]

I'm too selfish to settle down at the moment. I'm always going away so they'd probably get fed up with that.