doctor said im cured. well on the road to being cured.

ball game tomorrow night now behind mic mac.

had an interview for fulltime days. find out thursday if i got it.

last entry was an impulse on an angry conversation.

no one can help me but myself
im lost in a handful of emotions
this weekend will be bomb

who knows what the turnout will be

ever feel like you've been blown off for that person's boyfriend or girlfriend?  yes.
blown off as in plans cancelled, no more random unexpected phone call, or plainly just cut off.
that's right, i'm talkin about those relationships where one person is attached, almost surgically attached at the hip.
the feeling of being placed second sucks total ass ( Read more... )

just got back from the doctors. so i cant play ball for another two weeks. because my spleen is apparently very very swollen and is resting right against my ribcage. any slight harm to that area could be deathly to me. moms meeting with the principle sometime this week to straighten out my courses. until then im gonna continue on being a slum.

another day spent sleeping and watching the tv, uneventful ohhh im quite aware. i wanted to go tanning today but there arent any openings, so i'll have to wait. looks like i might not be going back to school until next week, or so my mom decides for me. fifteen days til exams, im gonna have to cram for these exams ( Read more... )

my bones nearly froze to death this evening while watching the mens beerball league play in burnside. had it not been for the blanket janelle and i shared to keep warm, i don't think i would have made it. never again janelle til the weather shines warmer haha. as we were leaving, we decided to go to the mall so i could pick up a new shirt. then we ( Read more... )

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well plans for tonight were altered a tad. i ended up pickin up colleen and after we took a detour to her brothers place for a sec, we drove around, playin our ghetto music. just exploring untravelled roads to both of us, and finding schools for softball. we found a timmys and ordered our drinks. not to mention i curbed it three times. and we ( Read more... )

another day at home spent sleeping, then to the doctors. he came the conclusion that my spleen had ruptured but not horribly. all i can do is wait it out, except if i start to feel pain again, im gonna be rushed to the emerg. consequences of my health are no ball for three weeeks, cant push myself too far, i shouldnt be drivin, and i have at least ( Read more... )

ever feel like your life to a certain point meant nothing. but then again at the same time it meant the world. change. change isnt always good, but usually is. well if its brought forth in small doses. i'm waiting for the ok from an official so i can go back to my life. well not to what i lead before but to a better scheduling of my life. im talkin ( Read more... )