Maybe I was wrong.......

[blonde_gurl0730]

I think I might of been wrong. Maybe she really does care, but she does not have enough time to call me. Maybe her life is so hectic that she doesnt even have time for herself anymore. Well I just want her to know that I am here and that she can call me anytime of the day, I will always answer the phone (well maybe not if I am sleeping but you get

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[keepcrying4me]

absolutely!!!!!!!!!!! only next time you gotta go up there with me! despite what you say you have the prettiest voice, we could even go up there and sing "in a hick town". lol it shoudl be our weekly thing,it was so much fun, i was so scared but that feeling, it was amazing singing is the only thing that ive wanted to do longer than write. Im sorry that i havnt been a very good friend lately, and i know i've let you down so many times, lately i kinda feel lke ive been letting a whole lot of people down. like i havnt been sleeping alot, some stuff happened to me when i was little and ive had bbad nightmares for a really long time. like i was doing so good, but a couple nights ago, I was screaming silently for so long that my throat was so raw it bled and i vomited up blood on my floor and cried... besides that theres the whole thing with george, how do you stop loving some one? i still love him so much, but i just dont want to anymore and i dont know how "not" to love him. then theres school and my mother and keturah and work, and all