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blonde_lightnin

It's Over Before it Has Begun

Jul 30, 2003 22:17

Life is weird. I find myself going crazy constantly pondering the purpose of life. I want to not think so much, but with tons of time to myself, especially late in the night, the mind-boggling questions fill my head. My heart feels so full of regret. Every little thing. Every little moment. Something I could have done different or better. Some way ( Read more... )

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allisonp July 30 2003, 20:03:54 UTC

What you wrote about regreting things in the past is the same for me. I think it may be the same for a lot of people. But wishing to relive the past is a waste of time, so I try not to do it too often.

blonde_lightnin July 30 2003, 20:44:47 UTC

<3 **hi allison** Wishing to relive the past is a waste of time, I also believe, but it's hard when there are times in the past that were so much better than the now.

comingundone July 30 2003, 20:12:13 UTC

i get that feeling all the time and it's such a horrible feeling to get. i think this is why people always say to live every moment as it's your last but it's definitely easier said than done. hahha, i have no idea what i'm saying

blonde_lightnin July 30 2003, 20:41:24 UTC

Hi Vaness <3 Well, it's okay if you've got no idea what you're saying cuz I know so I gotcha covered!! And it is SOO much easier said then done. When things are happening, unfolding before you, you just wanna live that moment. You feel so happy you have no time to think of what to do to make it better. It's just the backlash of regret that comes later is so horrible *tear

runwayside July 30 2003, 23:56:18 UTC

HI LOVES YOU<3

blonde_lightnin July 31 2003, 09:24:35 UTC

you rock da sex!!

blonde_lightnin July 31 2003, 09:25:12 UTC

:O omg!!! lmao!!! i meant rock da SOX!!! hahahaha **blushes** u know that's what I meant, I always say it! haha

ftprotocol July 31 2003, 06:43:50 UTC

The glasses every 2 years crap is the same with whatever insurance my family has.. it used to be 1 year, but we had to switch insurance.. i mean, do the insurance people who made this decision all have perfect vision or something, cause 2 years just leaves me with bad vision for a year.

Yea, that regret thing. I know how it is, but I also try not to think about it.

blonde_lightnin July 31 2003, 09:24:08 UTC

<3 where's those pictures, huh??!

illsmileforyou July 31 2003, 20:01:30 UTC

Of course I don't mind! =) I added you, too. Buffy rocks.

blonde_lightnin July 31 2003, 20:03:53 UTC

Yay!! ya she does and so do yoU!

illsmileforyou July 31 2003, 20:04:40 UTC

Thanks. =)