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i have a crush.
                  that's all.

i wish i never found out. so why do i keep going to it?? i keep thinking it's not real.. it can't be real. it's just a phase. everything is wrong with it. i can't seem to face the truth and it kills. maybe i'm freaking out because he moved on and i can't... it's been almost what two years and the relationship wasn't even that great. i'm holding ( Read more... )

i am lonely.
                                                                                                                                        and horny.

fixed and proud.

   so...
my birthday = twenty
i'm not doing shit.
no snow on the moutains and that means i can't snowboard.
bummer.

...it started out with a kiss
how did it end up like this?
it was only a kiss
it was only a kiss

now I'm falling asleep
and she's calling a cab
while he's having a smoke
and she's taking a drag

now they're going to bed
and my stomach is sick
and it's all in my head
but she's touching his chest now
he takes off her dress now
letting me go...

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i am now a brunette. i love it.

( look and see..i can be anyone i want )

snow.

sometimes i feel like i should be sewing all the time and whipping out just these amazing clothes. but i'm not like that. i would rather be drawing on freehand than sewing. i take more joy in making bags and purses then jackets and pants and such. i do love couture gowns tho. i am going to make a messanger bag for my boss [he's gonna pay me ( Read more... )