-have to complain again...my mom is being strict on me and not letting me see Josh (mainly) because *dum dum da dum* Im not spending enough time with her!!!! wow!!! she calls me a slut and a whore but she wants ME to spend more time with HER...I hate her. This is like being in house arrest...I didnt do anything wrong...she has been suggesting that ( Read more... )

hehe...other entry is long. I could write a book or a magazine on this thing, dont ya think? lol...sorry it amused me bunches!

Ok...so last time I wrote...everything sucked...Im better now! Vacation was last week, and I went to Pigeon Forge with my family and my mom's best friend and her daughter, age 9...I hated it. I hated the place. I had no privacy (had to share a room with mom's friend and daughter). I had to get up early everyday to go somewhere like Dollywood, and ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like maybe you just screwed everything up and it cannot be fixed because you have tried and tried? It has just been so long since I have been happy...really happy. I get hyper...woohoo...doesnt matter because it is so fake. And the times that Im hyper and a little bit happy is mixed in doesnt last long, and I always do something I ( Read more... )

How to make a blondebratt100
Ingredients:

1 part pride

3 parts crazyiness

3 parts empathy
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

this weekend has been so busy!!! Josh's graduation was Thursday...we went out to eat with his family and stuff and it was a blast!! Friday was the last day and awards day...I really wanted student of the year and everyone else thought I would get it but oh well...I still ended up with 2 certificates and 5 plaques...! It was really sad though cause ( Read more... )

me again...yesterday went to get pics done with Josh and today went to his house to pick out which ones to order...gosh...this week and weekend is so busy...everything is going out with a bang I guess...I am still tired after taking a 3 hour nap...damn..I didnt even study for the exams...I am going to go do that now...toodles

yay!! I updated finally! it has been around 6 months since I wrote on here...and I already have other journals to keep up...well...not much t o say cept I am sleepy and want to go to bed...

I'm writing again. Wooooow! lol, anyways, Josh is gone to Gamestop so I am not able to talk to him at the moment. I really need to though. Today has sucked. Badly. I'm PMSing and things go wrong when I do so. I've been kind of depressed because of that too. I just need to talk to Josh. Usually I feel better when I do. Don't know why. Maybe because ( Read more... )

Hello, I am actually writing again. I finished reading Anne Rice's Memnoch the Devil. Interesting book. alot of things I dont believe at all. no offense to those who do, actually, yes offense to those who do. You people are insane!! lol. Im not sorry. For those who have no idea what I am speaking of, read the book, for those who do not care, dont ( Read more... )