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So yesterday I had my first panic attack. At least that's what I think it was. It felt so bizarre. I was about to change into clothes for a ballet class when all of a sudden I just crawled into bed (wearing nothing but my underwear) and curled into the fetal position. I was terrified to leave my house, my bed, my room. I couldn't even get up to put ( Read more... ) -
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Two of my best friends completely betrayed me and broke my heart. I found this out on Friday night and cried hysterically. Best friends aren't supposed to do that ( Read more... ) -
The past 24 hours....
- I took a sleep test all night/day. I may or may not have narcolepsy (lol). It only took 9 years to have this done. Something is definitely wrong and now we have an answer. Hopefully.
- Sleep deprivation is a form of torture, and now I know why. I legit started hallucinating, and when the tech had to take extra time before I could fall asleep because ( Read more... )
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I had a dream (nightmare?) that I was brutally raped, repeatedly, by Zachary Quinto. How am I supposed to deal with that? Am I happy we had sex? Or am I upset that he planned to eat me afterward? So many emotions. Also, my body literally feels like I was beaten. Everything hurts. -
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Last night was such a great night. I went out for tapas with two of my closest friends from my semester abroad. It has been almost a year since we have gotten together. And it's been THREE years since we were over there. I was so happy with them, eating traditional Spanish food and catching up on each other's lives ( Read more... ) -
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If you continue to say "I miss you" to someone and they never say it in return, then maybe it's time to stop missing them. -
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Last entry = self pitying. Gross. Every once in a while I have a moment of weakness. This year has taken more emotional strength than I thought I had. I just need to keep pushing. I need to not give up. Things are going to always be in the way, I've realized that now, but I can't let it get me down. That's just how my life is going to be I guess. ( Read more... ) -
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Confession
Sometimes
I try real hard to pretend that I have thick skin
That things don't bother me
That my feelings don't get hurt.
But they do.
I can only pretend for so long before that thick skin sheds.