Really it seems most like a feeling of ignorance or inability to stop the destruction or loss of everything I want in my life no matter what or how I try... on the bright side it is a compliment to the cast members that they seem most often portrayed in purples and browns while I tend to be in blacks and reds...
It would seem to be both an impotence and loss of control dream.... big surprise there. I had it again last night and now I'm worried that I am changing it as I dream it. Everything was in first person instead of third like last time but instead of usually seeing the changes I could more viscerally feel them. I'm honestly hoping that the casting is merely incidental because the consumption and becoming tends to point towards a need for a particular new perspective and jealousy along with regret.
To recap, I don't think highly of myself right now and feel like others run my life. Pretty par for the course... its just... normally my dreams aren't this vivid, nor do the starring cast members usually die so gruesomely. We'll see what changes tonight, if I sleep.
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To recap, I don't think highly of myself right now and feel like others run my life. Pretty par for the course... its just... normally my dreams aren't this vivid, nor do the starring cast members usually die so gruesomely. We'll see what changes tonight, if I sleep.
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