joana! if youre reading this... dude! i thought we agreed when u went back up there u werent gonna disappear again! try answering your gosh damn phone!!! or fucken call a bitch!!

its 7:06 am and i havent gone to sleep yet. and im not even on crack or anything. i dont even smoke the buddah anymore. im like, incredibly sober and not even really trying. it just gets old.. and expensive... anyway im still not tired im thinking i might not even bother going to sleep. i need a cigarette. liza you should update your journal more ( Read more... )

k, i quit my job. i havent left my house in like 3 weeks except to go to blockbuster and publix. oh, and one lame as fuck party my neighbor had. i thought i was going to be with what i thought was the love of my life, and that shit didnt work out. though the pain in my heart is decreasing, my mind cant stop investigating the whole damn thing. so ( Read more... )

im so wired right now and the world is beautiful. im doing boy on saturday. ahh im so excited. somebody tell me something interesting. thank you and goodbye.

i got a tat. o yea im so kool.

there is absolutely nothing going on in my life right now.

my birthday is coming up, 19. whoa.

my moms boyfriend keeps buying me weed. i could get used to this.

im addicted to burrito supremes.

tomorrow im going to orlando with the homeys.

i really cant complain. life is good.

my bestest friend in the whole wide world is coming down to miami. im excited as balls ( Read more... )