"I find it kinda funny i find it kinda sad the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had"

[blondegrl828]

i was sitting watching CSI with my father and the main charatcer grisim or how ever you spell it says something like "i guess most people would like to die in their sleep, so there's no pain and it's like surprize i'm dead! but i'd like to know before i die. i'd actually like to have cancer so i have time to say goodbye to my loved ones" i'm

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[logicalnonsence]

honey im so sorry. i cant tell you that everything is going to be play because well i dont know. but i can tell you from experience that you have to believe everything will be okay even if things look bad.try to be happy because its been proven that people who are really sick if their faimly tells them they'll get better and acts happy have a better chance. im here for you...oh and it feels like we havent talked in forever. call me if u need or want. love you