chaz & i talked for like 15 min... for some reason, he seemed distant.. god i love him so much.. i talked to his stupid friend.. um.. wats his name.. its like evan or something of that sort.. he was talking shit about me.. so i told him my cousin micheals gonnna beat him UP then he started like tring to be nice to me... god .. chaz is kinda being ( Read more... )

um i dont really have anything to write but,i wanted to make sure i updated.. yep.. nothing to write.. i went to church, the mall, and lowes today.. it was nice.. um. whatelse.. i shrunk my new skirt that i have only had for a weeek, now its up to my ass.. u can almost c my butt in it.. grr... um.. my purse got ruined... i washed itnow the color is ( Read more... )

yesterday was drama.. kyle & baily fighting.. breaking up.. kyle wanting baily back.. saying he's gonna kill himself.. actually tries to kill himself but then throws up the pills.. (good thing).... um i talked to britian... got an email from my love chaz!!!! here it is ( Read more... )

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blondecrayola16 (7:33:44 PM): omgosh chaz. .wtf is wrong w u. .u dont always have to be mean to me ( Read more... )

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okay so.. whats new w me? hmm. .michael ran away again.. um.. baily & kyle are mad at kassie.. um.. britian & i are kinda close again.. and um.. not much else.. god! i really really like Britian. alot. grr.. like he's just so sincere when he says stuff..and like his actions make me feel soo special. like GOD i just want him to be MINE DAMN IT. I ( Read more... )

yep. no guy is perfect.. as i have found out w britian. he ruined everything. last night he called me, him & josh did. and we talked for a while, mostly play argueing. it was all fine & dandy till i accidentally called britin josh... britian is soo jealous of josh, i guess all the girls that go out w britian eventually end up going out w josh too ( Read more... )

okay lots has happened since last time i wrote.. i like brittan! omgosh i spent like the whole weekend w him! yay! omgosh it was sooo great. im soo happy.. yay.. i dont really know what else to write, since he's all i can think about.. fuck, micheal & junior said if i go out w anybody ( britian) they are gonna beat them up.. they want me to go out ( Read more... )

blondecrayola16 (8:10:29 PM): y the fuck r u being all mean again ( Read more... )