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why are things so good
and yet at the same time
...so bad

i feel so dam empty and hollow

saturday i stayed with bryce at his families cabin tucked away in the MV mountains
i learned how to shoot a gun (&& i actually hit my target!)
got off on the helicopter pad bahah!!
had an awesome bbq dinner and drinks per bryce &
watched the crew shoot up an old tv, w/like 6 different guns
you should youtube.com that shit (; haha

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ahh im such a effing pussy
i was standing right next to him at midnight on new years eve
and i DIDNT KISS HIM hgdiwaskspa chickkkennnn
but then again he didnt try to kiss me either.. haha

i bet your getting a kick outta this hayley bahaha

anwaysss..the next time im around 'idiot' im gonna fucking throat punch him. or maybe just punch his face in for ( Read more... )

I'm waking up at the start of the end of the world,
But it's feeling just like every other morning before,
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone,
The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour if that
And I started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

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im lonely, i want bryce :(

when the fuck does HE get off thinking he can fuck all my friends and hook up with them?! i mean, i really dont have many. thanks! he of all people!
IRRATE.

why do i go out of my way to care SoO much and help beautiful punks cheat that on their girlfriends? because they  tell you want you want to hear.. that they are gonna leave the stupid ( Read more... )

it started with ice cream
it ended with ice cream..

he managed to break my heart before he even had it yet
but i guess thats what you get when he has a girlfriend right?

im going to fucking explode