It sucks to know ur useless. expecially in a friends life.

I wanna make a difference !!!! UgHhH!

Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): theres no reason to if u feel u have to lie to them then maybe u shouldnt be callin them ur best friend...

((Wow. Very true! Couldnt put it in better words. I got that from cati's Journal, she sooo smart :) .))

LiEsSsS, when have they ever been good???

Well it was a pretty cool day. Slept in cuz I got excused from 1st cuz of A.S.B and then went to school got dressed in my tootoo and Sr. Elves shirt and Santa Hat and helped set up. The assembly went good xcept Santa AKA: Gabby's pants fell down her whole costume was coming off But that made it just as funny. The Boys dance was Funny, Leanne and ( Read more... )

Friday.. hmmm.. I kinda already forget. Oh well me and kelly hung out after a HORRIBLE DAY at school. I HATE Mrs. Shaw. UGH! Anywho. Me and Kelly hung out and talked until like 3 somethin and then I left and went home and just kind of relaxed until <3Cody<3 got off work at 6. Him and jake came over at like 6 30 and we went and got kelly. We hung ( Read more... )

WEll... today was interesting, School wasnt bad people seem to be handling the tradgey alil better, but Its still hard to think hes not there R.I.P PAUL. Well I Got pass my computers class. Then 4th block is always fun cuz kelly and brin and natalie and cati and amanda and EVeryone else is in that class so its not bad. Then had to take the stupid ( Read more... )

Winter Formal was great! My lovely boyfriend and best friends made it Amazing! Little did I know the next morning I'd get a phone call on my cell telling me paul had died! I didn't know paul very well, But what I did know was he was a Awesome guy that made everyone laugh! And DEFINITLY didnt desrve what happened to him. It makes me SICK to think ( Read more... )

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Today was alrigh. I had fun in government cuz we played jeopardy and our team one!!And 3rd wasnt bad... it went by faster than first. Oh my cell went off in 3rd and like the whole class started coughing so that it would cover up the sound even tho that made it obvious it was still the thought that counted. It was sweet so anywho... 5th was fun ( Read more... )

YAYYYY! im home. I love home. ITs sooo effin cold tho. I cant feel my toes... are u suppost to not feel ur toes in san diego? Ya. sooo I missed everyone and it freakin sucks ass that i missed garrett by like 5 min. :( i miss him! Well arizona was alota fun i met some really cool ppl and i got offered a job? weird huh? but with my luck its in a ( Read more... )

Last nite was the worst ever... I never wanna have a night like that again, i let go of half my heart. And it was the worst pain I've ever had. I just hope he comes back to me. WEll if you couldnt get it from the beginning me and cody have broken up and I hate it, but I know hes the only guy I wanna be with. So there is no dount in my mind that I ( Read more... )