this week is my last week of classes. how awesomely exciting. i have this giant project due for my engineering design graphics class on wednesday. we have to give a short presentation on our 'lip balm' container that we designed. ergh. i also have a final in that class later today. i haven't studied for it, and i'm not going to. TAKE THAT ( Read more... )

so i just read this article online. and i've decided that people are gross ( Read more... )

:)sweet.
more sweet?

last night there was jeopardy in my room on my computer. and then we were trying to find more jeopardy and then there was porn on my computer. so then it got really fucked up, but then the good nerds fixed it. it was a good night ( Read more... )

my dad sends me an email today, and he's so nice and so much better than my mom, and actually says "love you"

but anyway, this was the end of the email

Love and kisses missed you this time fishing.

i've been in a weird mood lately. i feel all over the place. i'm very preoccupied with everything. i can't seem to keep my mind in one place for more than an hour. whenever i have conversations with people i feel like i can't give them my attention just because it's not there. it's not any fault of the people, just mine. (note- this was written ( Read more... )

i really wish that i could sleep when i wanted to.
i wish that i didn't have to lay there and think about everything for two hours before i finally drift to sleep.
i want my head to be clear.

everyone at this school is afraid of the sun.
losers.
get outside once and a while. it will not kill you. i swear.

eventually i will just be that girl that you were mean to. the one who you said wasn't worth your time. who you couldn't smile at. who you couldn't be friends with because i wasn't that type of person. just you wait. it'll be sooner than you think. and i suppose that's okay.

blah.
i feel like shit. yes i do yes i doooo.
and i have a chem test, ethics quiz, ethics test, midterm and project all this week.
lame.
i really just want to sleep for a very long time right now. RIGHT NOW.