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well i was just in seattle for my birthday and wow did i have some fun...i did mess up a little and i didn't get to see joe exactly when i wanted too but i surprised him by sneeking by him and being in his room already waiting for him....and he made me feel soo special because apparently i look different from the last time he saw me here in ( Read more... )

so life isn't what its always cracked up to be...ppl lie, ppl make you hurt, and ppl make you smile. the only big problem in life is whether or not to keep some of these ppl in your life or not...i have some ppl who have lied to me and tell me things to make me happy and also to make themselves look good, and i'm not sure about anyone else but ppl ( Read more... )

My Romance MeterOptimist 65%..35% Cynic
Close 50%..50% DistantLong Term 30%..70% BriefWhat does my romance meter read?

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have you ever been so happy and confused at the same time you just want to yell or even hit someone for doing that to you. well i do and i'm not sure if i'm enjoying it or not, but i guess i'll find out in like 2 weeks whether or not its a good thing of a bad thing...let one hope for good luck for once in her life...and maybe it will actually be ( Read more... )

well i'm confused i'm not sure what i want to do anymore...should i do what could be bad or should i maybe play it smart and do what may be bad too...they could both be good or bad...one seems a little bit more bad now than the other way...so what should i do....i need help, real serious help!!!!!

well joe left this morning at like 4 to go to the airport...i didnt' go i stayed at home and slept...i didnt' want to go, joe wanted me to but he didnt' make me...i did want to but i couldn't bring myself to..i know that all i would do would cry and i didnt' need that...so know its time to be alone for a long time...try to recover and move on i ( Read more... )

these songs are awesome they just fits how i feel sometimes, actually almost too much...so i thought i would let you in on a little bit of how a feel through out the day ( Read more... )

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