i am a complete mess.

[blondi619]

 -  it´s cold in alicante.  even in the cold...spain is still  backwards.   for example, it rained on thursday...it rained for two days.  it´s the only rain we have had since i´ve been here.  it didn´t rain hard...it was a very light rain on and off for two days. anyway, the whole city shut down.  there was no  electricity.  the street lights,

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Hey now slugger

[anonymous]

Yes, I can say the cliche bit to not be sad and this will pass, etc etc. And it will pass... but sometimes we need these messy times to really sit back and evaluate the kind of person we are, and the kind of person we want to be, no matter how bad (or how good) things may be. I think Spain will turn out to be a great time of your life, even if you can't see it now, I think it will help you see things that maybe only later in life you can look back on and really appreciate. Even if you feel lost now in Spain, maybe it is Spain that will help you find yourself later? Love you ;-) -Cindy

[leesygirl]

europe is a like a senile grandma that will never leave you alone.

keep on trucking kiddo. it's all for the best. i sound like a mom, but it's true.

i turned into the big mess after i came home.

you are finding yourself. much like tom. you know - you could end up with someone as awesome at joyellen if you find yourself there.

lets go to wine wednesday again when you get back and impress old creepy people with our pretentious jet setting uberfabulous ways. you know you want too. plus i wanna stare at the gay sommelier.