Best Birthday ever!

words cannot even describe…friends, white, champagne, cake, orchids, way too many shots and drinks, kisses, boys, pizza, bars, MARC JACOBS!

absolutely amazing…somehow my Boston family always seems to come through for me.  Thank you, for everything. 

I have three thoughts for tonight...

1- lisa scares me - most of the time.

flipperblue62: i feel better talking to you online when we're in the same room so i can turn around when i'm too lazy to type a really long sentence
flipperblue62: and i can also here your reaction to whatever asshole comment i am making
Blondi619: haha seriously.  thats ( Read more... )

[x] smoked a cigarette
[ ] smoked a cigar
[ ] made out with a member of the same sex
[ ] crashed a friend's car
[ ] stolen a car
[x] been in love
[x] been dumped
[x] shoplifted
[ ] been fired
[ ] been in a fist fight
[x] snuck out of your parent's house
[x] had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[ ] been arrested
[x] made out with a stranger
[ ] gone ( Read more... )

it took a friend going all the way to ‘chiner’ and back for me to finally acknowledge that I have made some amazing friends this year...

"I cannot say whether things will get better if we change; what I can say is they must change if they are to get better."

you better start swimmin'

or you'll sink like a stone

for times they are a-changin'

for the loser right now

will be later to win

for times they are a-changin'

I'm moving on: 3 years.  good, bad, growth, experience, ( Read more... )

so apparently I'm starting a brothel....

FLIPPIN' SWEET.

friend: i dunno...lack of penis....
me: there's vibrators?
friend: there are vibrators...but having the weight of a man on top of you is something that cant really be replaced by anything battery opperated
me: couldnt have said it better myself sista friend.

i wanna go to you.
funny how i'm nervous still...
i've always been the easy kill -
i guess i ( Read more... )

i want to make you see the possibilities...

while procrastinating always seems just about the right time to update...

good weekend.

weird how things change…people, friendships, places…

sometimes I wish I could just stop time for awhile -  nothing ever seems to last long enough.  Maybe that’s the point?  which is better, being left wanting ( Read more... )

I don’t know if we’d be better off ,
living our own separate lives -
talking every once or twice -
whenever we need each other...
I can’t picture another arm around you.
wonder how I would react...
would I scream and shout in anger,
or would I maintain some tact?

...but I am not made to tag along
when everything seems wrong,
and I still can breathe when ( Read more... )

keep quiet.