Can't you see me reaching out to you..
i'm feeling the need to let some things out of me, so yeah if u dont wanna read me complaining then don't, its that simple.
There are a lot of things in life that I really don't understand. I mean okay I know my life isn't bad at all compared to a lot of people, but everyone knows that there are some bad things in their lives. I mean my life can be good, then it can be bad, thats just the way it is. I don't know, maybe I'm just taking everything too seriously lately, but its been happening for a LONG time and it seems like it's never gonna stop.
For one, Washington. I don't like Washington, at all. (I'm sorry if I'm being offensive to some of you, I'm not saying I dont like you guys) but it just seems like to me, I have no friends anymore. At school, its like I talk to so many different people, but none of them I hang out with on a regular basis. Making friends really is harder than it seems. It all just seems like my only friends are in Dunlap, 8th graders and Freshmen, and its just so fun. Whenever I'm with them like I feel like everything is going perfect, and I'm just so happy. I lost 4 of my very good friends awhile ago, to me it feels like I never see or talk to them anymore and it makes me so sad, especially when one of them moved away. I feel like I made one of the biggest mistakes in my life by doing that, but after that I did hang out with different people and got to know some really great people. Then I made friends in different towns, and everything changed. People thought of me as a different person, a bad different. Some thought I was a drunk and that isn't true at all and it never was.
Also, people are so stuck up their own boyfriends butts that they dont give enough time for their 'girls' and that is one of the main things that makes me angry. I almost finally had the guts to tell one of my best friends how I felt about her and her boyfriend, and I got scared and I didnt tell her. It's just really hard, because I now feel like I lost another friend.
Also, there are a lot of family issues going on still, I'm not gonna get into detail cuz it's kinda personal, but I'll just say its with my brother & a few other things.
I really don't like being a 'drama queen' but sometimes you can't help it, and I posted in here because I feel like I can't tell anyone about a lot of stuff.
If you read this, thank you for reading it and everyting, it shows that you guys care too. <3
There are a lot of things in life that I really don't understand. I mean okay I know my life isn't bad at all compared to a lot of people, but everyone knows that there are some bad things in their lives. I mean my life can be good, then it can be bad, thats just the way it is. I don't know, maybe I'm just taking everything too seriously lately, but its been happening for a LONG time and it seems like it's never gonna stop.
For one, Washington. I don't like Washington, at all. (I'm sorry if I'm being offensive to some of you, I'm not saying I dont like you guys) but it just seems like to me, I have no friends anymore. At school, its like I talk to so many different people, but none of them I hang out with on a regular basis. Making friends really is harder than it seems. It all just seems like my only friends are in Dunlap, 8th graders and Freshmen, and its just so fun. Whenever I'm with them like I feel like everything is going perfect, and I'm just so happy. I lost 4 of my very good friends awhile ago, to me it feels like I never see or talk to them anymore and it makes me so sad, especially when one of them moved away. I feel like I made one of the biggest mistakes in my life by doing that, but after that I did hang out with different people and got to know some really great people. Then I made friends in different towns, and everything changed. People thought of me as a different person, a bad different. Some thought I was a drunk and that isn't true at all and it never was.
Also, people are so stuck up their own boyfriends butts that they dont give enough time for their 'girls' and that is one of the main things that makes me angry. I almost finally had the guts to tell one of my best friends how I felt about her and her boyfriend, and I got scared and I didnt tell her. It's just really hard, because I now feel like I lost another friend.
Also, there are a lot of family issues going on still, I'm not gonna get into detail cuz it's kinda personal, but I'll just say its with my brother & a few other things.
I really don't like being a 'drama queen' but sometimes you can't help it, and I posted in here because I feel like I can't tell anyone about a lot of stuff.
If you read this, thank you for reading it and everyting, it shows that you guys care too. <3