To be honost its been a rough month for my family...I have never been to much into "drama" and I have always done a pretty good job at steering clear of it. However the stuff thats been goin on this month is stuff nobody can avoid. Im sorry I have been so down. I guess everything just got to hard to handle and became to hard to hide. But I promise ( Read more... )

Things are pretty good now... My sister came home from the hospital. Once they got her to stop throwing up and her blood sugar stable they said she would be ok for sure ( Read more... )

Today I went to the hospital to visit my sissy. I wasnt gonna go, I didnt think id be able to see her hooked up to those machines but I couldnt leave her there thinking I didnt care. I walked into ICU to see her lying there... Pale and Asleep. I looked at the IVs and the heart moniter, and I turned around to see this sign that said ICU I think ( Read more... )

It all started yesterday. Sunday night my sister asked me if I wanted to hang out on monday after work. I was excited since we havent had much time together latley. I come home monday to here that she had been vomiting all day. I see her on the couch pale and not very coherent. Her breathing turns into heavy panting and her blood sugars were so off ( Read more... )

Interesting weekend...I will leave it at that. Sun was Amy and Summer's birthday. I worked all day up until like 9 30 that night so I didnt get to see summer! I hope your birthday was fun! Im sorry i wasnt there!

~*~Happy Birthday Summer!~*~

Theres some stuff goin on in life.. I have some choices to make... the kinda choices where its like taking 2 ( Read more... )

"I expect the worst yet hope for the best"

How do you help someone who won't stop hurting. Seeing them this way kills me and puts me into tears every time I see them like this. Id rather it be me, Id rather be the one goin through this pain. I hate to leave them alone because right now they dont see any reason to go on. I am scared for her. My mom is handling this better then I am. I am so ( Read more... )

My heart hurts so bad right now. There is so much goin on and unfortuanetly its stuff i cant discuss with anybody...

and I feel so alone

Camping was so much freakin fun! When I was sober riding a dirtbike I was shitfaced falling off the bed of Amy's truck... my ass has a bruise from that ( Read more... )

Camping tonight should be fun! ok so its only one night but still...Alcohol, Dirt bikes, Music, sounds like a fun night to me..