I am quitting dancing. Doing it this time of year is totally shitty, but I mean, what can I do? I haven't got a lot of options on this one. Basically it comes down to keep dancing and have these attacks get steadily worse, or quit and attempt getting a glimpse of a normal life again. I'm sure there will be some people that will be mad at me for ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't having this stupid panic disorder now... like fuck as if I missed that party at Devon's last night! It sounds like so much happened, and I would have loved to see at least some of it ( Read more... )

01. Full Birth Name: Lauren Anne Estella Marshall
02. Hair Colour: Blonde
03. Eye Color: Blue
04. Height Currently: 5'5"
05.Glasses/contacts: No.
06. Birthdate: February 4th
07. StarSign: Aquarius
08. Current Age: 16

09. Siblings: a brother, who died a long time ago, and a sister
10. Siblings Age: Ryan would be 28, Kaye is 26
11. Location: ( Read more... )

These panic attacks are tiring! My god, and now on top of it all I have a cold ( Read more... )

I hate having these panic attacks. I'm not really scared anymore, but they really are a pain in the ass. At least I have my happy pills now ( Read more... )

So, since about 1:30, yesterday afternoon, I have now had 4 panic attacks. They're scary. But, after 2 trips to the doctor, I now am on medication and have some lil green pills to make me calm down when I get really bad ones. Also, tomorrow I have to wear this heart monitor for 24 hrs to make sure I don't have any heart problems. It's so much fun I ( Read more... )

Fuck am I dumb. I knew damn well that if I came to school for first class spare I still wouldn't do my homework, and yet here I am, at school, first class spare, and surprise surprise, not doing my homework. Oh well, what's a girl to do ( Read more... )

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I hate this class! Mrs. Brooks jsut gave me a fucking paper cut, I mean like really, just because I was stealing all her stuff doesn't mean she can slice and dice me! Too funny, I made her feel really bad about it. Right now I'm making Alison do our project, so I can make a lil posty ( Read more... )

Fak..stupid people. The way I see it is if I'm taking my time, my morning spare in which I could be sleeping (warning: depriving Miss Marshall here of sleep can be bad for your health!), to do something for the school, do not bitch at me because you don't like the way I did it. If you think you can do better, be my guest and do it yourself. ( Read more... )