What is this world coming to? Bombings all over the place and people kill others, rape, beatings, suicide. Wow, there is so much pain in this world why would anyone want to be here. And they wonder why people commit suicide. Well maybe if there wasn't so much pain and so much shit in this world less people would be doing it. There are so many ( Read more... )

I was making a Xanga so that I could comment to my lovely friend Casey and I found that saying. It means "Love me for who I am." It is so true. I have been so upset with everyone and the once who put up with my shit "love me for who I am". So that is going to be my new saying. Now all I have to do is find out how to say it!!

always yoursAshley

So today is the begining of the Fouth of July Shindig 2005!! I miss you all and wish I was there to celebrate with you but it will be fun. I am really bored at the momunt and wish that there was something to do. I can't download AIM on this computer I don't think but it's all good. Well I love you all and will see you soon. Well call me this ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. Right now I am at my moms work and I am about to go back over to the shop that I work in. This weekend we are going to party hardy and hopefully I get paid before that. Well I miss you all and I wish that I was there to hang out with you all. It is like hell not being able to see any of my friends. I love you all ( Read more... )

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So I am here. Here not there. I am at work right now so I have nothing else to do but update this until I can download AIM onto this computer. I miss you all so much and I can't believe I won't see any of you for like a month and a half. It is such a long time to be alone. There aren't really that many people that I hang out with since Jenna ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow at 8 o'clock in the morning I am leaving. I will be back for Forth of July weekend but I won't be able to see abyone which makes this even worse. I will be home for good in the middle of August. I will miss you all so much and I can't believe "you know who" is making me leave like this. I haven't talked to him since Thursday ( Read more... )

So not 30 seconds after I post Jeremy pisses me off. He is jealous because I told him I still care about Jason, because I'm not going to lie, and he is going out with Katie. He doesn't want me to be with anyone but he can sit there and fucking go out with someone! Ha! I think not. Well he sucks and I hope that he fucking reads this to see how ( Read more... )

So last night was the best night of my life. I learned that I am the queen of pidetle (can't spell), if you don't know what that is it is when you drive in a car and if another cars headlight is out then you hit the roof and yell "pidetle" and the last person to do so must take an article of clothing off, but anyways I was completely clothed and ( Read more... )

Okay... So right now I am watching my little cousin Alyssa and she kept crying so I put her back to bed and she fell asleep like right away. Well I have been doing a lot of thinking and I think that the rain is a lot like life. It is beautiful and should be carached but then the good goes away. You feel like such a kid for playing in it but then ( Read more... )