Have you ever felt things would get better if you weren't around to let people come around ??
ever been told you ruined someones life, only wishing they believed you about what the truth is ?

many thoughts are racing through my head... being tired and depressed....
    WHY ? « is the question that runs my mind oh so often ...»

I don't want to lose ( Read more... )

What a wonderful day topper !

+ get a job :-D

- Car gets flat tire and get stranded on the side of the road, richie had to come get me caitlyn and jade....

- find out i have to clean the house spotless after i had the flat tire.... my mom cared i was upset

- mom doesnt let me get a kitten my grandma has (whats new)

MOODY !

+ getting ( Read more... )

Yesterday matt, billy and I sat four hours at the hospital for steph;s surgery... it went well she did fine and shes sore of course.  
Stayed up late until 2 am richie came to vist me since i was up at midnight and we talked in his car for an hour...
   man ive known him for 7 years   :: love that kid ::

Matts at his dads « miss you »

Today ( Read more... )

 Finally able to put homecoming pics up !!
     ▒│▓ So eXciTeD ▒│▓

( Loving you ♥ )

Friday- left school early with Jade and Caitlyn no assembly for us... Went to Petes Coney 2 had breakfast/lunch... soo good :-D Drove around for a little bit, went tanning and to the Game yea we kicked ass... Meet Josh up at Mcdonalds after the game and joel _miss you two_

Sat- Woke up early after going to bed late meet caitlyn up at Cal. Bagels ( Read more... )

So yea mmm... Coffee makes me really hyper, thanks caitlyn's dad ! Happy B-day Caitlyn... (( Last night was sweet )) hanging out after my Family function at

Zap Zone !

-- just thinking of my matt --

* Don't go on dates often (only been on two out of 4 months) but i dk
* Dressed up for me
* had a white rose's tips spray painted b.c i like the two ( Read more... )

When I feel like i have hit bottom with no where to turn, no place to turn
You come and help me stand showing me i have you to fall on
Giving me support when you don't have it to give
Tears fill my eyes just thinking how great of a person you are
I just want to say Thanks you don't know how much you mean to me
... Im glad to know that you will ( Read more... )

Blowen away --

--by how one min. you can talk to a person and the next thing you know they are in the hospital b.c some stupid kids think they are all big and bad and can do what the fuck they want... well you can't i hope you assholes get what you deserve....

I hope you get well soon, im so sorry what happened... your going to be in my thoughts I ( Read more... )

School = way better than last year

Just switched some classes not to happy about leaving my 2nd hour i had danielle + Dan !! now i have erica in 2nd hour, so it's all good. Classes i like a lot more this year than last...

i have a feeling.... it's going to be O.K. this year

Getting parking spot = leaving school with katie and perfie

Katie + ( Read more... )

Well Bon Fire didnt happen

that meant less work for me to do

* mowing my yard for three hours

*no weeding or cleaning up muy house

Shley and i took Josh's car for a drive man i love that kid... In Matt's car josh matt and joel went car drifting

Today I got my belly button done ! Shopping and tanning...sweet ass day

Tomorrow -- Dying my hair and ( Read more... )