i hurt myself today.. to see if i still feel...

[blondiegrl1213]

i focus on the pain..the only thing thats realit hurts + it feels good.. to liek someone so much that you can't stand it + u cant live without it. I hate when I write entries and cold chills just run up my spine.. but in a way i feel as if im washing away all of the pains or secrets that i have locked inside

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[13thandeuclid]

grey would be the color if i had a heart

i dunno im listening to NIN and that part came on. you should listen to nin - hurt, and nin - something i can never have because its all ive been doing all night and its kept me relax and just made me forget about everything. you need to do just that. joe shaffer taught me. you need to let your mind wander. dont dwell on things. just dont think so hard about everything and let everything fall into place even if it takes forever. youre not so stressed out and you feel so much better about things. seriously, you should try it!

and your hair looked cute today

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[anonymous]

simple plan sucks ass