sry for all the entries.. i just feel horrible and i cant stop crying.. and liek.. UGHHH.. i just.. i dont even know what i want anymore.. im just so drained.. and i think im depressed but i dont know.. i really think i am tho.. its scary at times.. cuz like I cant think.. I cant eat.. all i want to do is exercise.. and for some reason that makes ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. I think Im dying. My neck hurts horribly and liek.. damn ionno.... i gotta go to school tho :-\

Sometimes I wake up crying at night and Sometimes I scream out your name. What right does she have to take your heart away When for so long you were mineI've really made a mess of my life. I couldn't make up my mind, so I finally lost the one person that meant the most to me. How could I be so stupid? Why does my life have to be like this? I don't ( Read more... )

he doesnt like me... who didnt see that coming?

hi. Im so emotionally drained. Yet my emotions are neutral. Im kind of numb at the moment. Things arent going that great right now. I hear myself talking but I feel as if im just watching everything happen, like Im not really there. Im scared.

hmmmmm i wanna go to semi... but damn dont yall think SEPTEMBER 3RD is a lil bit early to be making plans for this shit!?

i luv thrice;-)

hmmm I feel confused again. I just sunk into this lil hole of misery for some strange reason... *timeout gotta find domenick ( Read more... )

NEW LAYOUT NEEDED

hmmm today was up and down.. i found out jimmy was playing me... but yeah ionno who didnt see that coming:\ ionno i swear no matter how many times david fucked up he never went this low... ionno... troy cut the grass today..hes hotter than a fateskimo in arizona.. hmm johnny what to say about him...awwww lol..ionno ( Read more... )