Yesterday was both a good and bad day. Good because I saw Christina!!!!!! She seems to be doing good anyways AND for those who knew about my well.. huge problem my brother found my cell phone charger in my room!!!!!! I am gonna have my cell phone when I leave tomorrow for the fucking trip to fucking Tennnessee now. (Can you tell I don't want to go ( Read more... )

HAPPY 420!!!!!!! Truthfully, there were a lot of people participating today, I was surprised. Like during the play today for instance...... yeah I don't know what to say much cept that in ONE WEEK IM GONNA BE GOING TO TENNESSEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe yesterday marked ne month since the last time that I saw Will in person. I miss him so fucking much and everyone is right. He was everyone's big brother and always there for you. If only something could have gone wrong in his plan and it hadn't worked out. I wish with all my heart that something had. I still haven't heard since ( Read more... )

aaahh today was a blah day. cried in almost every hour except for two :( BUT lauren was already in the hallway after 6th hour and she tried to comfort me and i love her ssooo much because she is always here for me. also..... KRISTINE you made my day!!!! I LOVE YOU SSSSSSOOOO MUCH!!!! That was so sweet of you to run all the way down the hallway to ( Read more... )

Will's service was really good. Although it was rather interesting when I had to leave because I got too upset. :( but I guess I didn't miss much, tho just the last song. people were being idiots though when they wouldn't let me leave. when i got outside though jenny was there, but so were jacklyn, josh and megan. thanks to megan i kinda calmed ( Read more... )

Yeah I can't believe it has been one week already. It seriously doesn't seem like it has in some ways, but in others it does. The service is going ot be next monday and I think I am going with Derek unless he decides not to go and in that case I am DEFINITELY going with Robin. I don't have much to say except that I feel like shit and while cleaning ( Read more... )

Yeah I have definitely felt better in my life. I seriously can't believe Will is gone forever. I love him so fucking much and I have definitely changed even more from the last February. It's getting worse because I found out yesterday that another friend is threatening suicide but her mom sent her out of michigan so that i can't even talk to her ( Read more... )

I am in so much pain and shock right now because of Will. I miss him so fucking much. I don't understand a lot of things anymore, especially why that fucking bitch had to push him over the edge so he would actually kill himself. I seriously can't help but say that I Love You William Paul Jensen.

I haven't updated this livejournal in sssssooooo long!!!! Let's see.... not much has happened lately that is any different from before. I think im still grounded and can't do anything after school, uummm i have states this weekend and my parents keep yelling at me about that and about auditions next week so basically i have to practice my ass off ( Read more... )

I have a lot on my mind now. First and mainly I am really upset with my parents with what they did to me. They think that by setting up a thingy with aol that emails my dad everything that i do online will tell them the truth. I can't believe they think they need to go that far. Basically I'm not going to change anything I do online because I'm not ( Read more... )