i think im in love
i wanted nothing more than to be attracted to you and to let you hold me and kiss me and know that everything was going to be okay.
but i just couldnt
and i tried sooooo hard to like you and to feel the same for you as you do for me
but i just couldnt
and it would have been so easy for me to just keep living a lie and snuggling with you and letting you tell me the little things that you would whisper into my ear when you called me beautiful
but i just couldnt
but i will trust and respect and love you until the day i die. never forget that.