Things are getting better today. As they have been gradually over time. I dont think about the SD (sperm donor) as much as I use to. The only thing that helped me get over him was thinking and jotting down all the rotten shit he has done to me the past 2 years. When I start to have postive feelings toward him, all I do is bring out "The List". I ( Read more... )

I can complain and have my own pity party if I want to..This is MY live journal. Alot is going on with the kid right now. The sperm donor is actually attempting to be a father again. This time with the inspiration of a stripper. Go SD. Well if he can keep the needle out of him arm and the straw out of his nose long enough, he might succeed in ( Read more... )

Boo, hiss, whine, moan....hormones are raging as they generally do when you are knocked up. I am so tired of getting pregnant and the men leaving me! I am tired of the stretch marks, I am tired of the insomnia, I am tired of being tired. What is the matter with me? I took every precaution to prevent this from happening. Seeing as I am as fertile as ( Read more... )