this is too much.

saw alkaline trio last night in the front row.
cried through almost the whole set.
had a shitty fucking night.
im back at work for the first time in five days.
the flu has taken over my life.
or stress.
i dont want to be here.
i dont want to be here.
i dont want to be here.
"here" can mean a lot of things right now...

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but yesterday was one of the worst days of my fucking life.
period.
fuck.

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i had a doctor appt. at 8 am.
im fucking tired.
they poked me with a needle and it HURT.
my hair is now orange, bleach blonde(no toner), and brown.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
i have to go to work,
then back to the salon for numerous hours of color correction.
all i want is a fucking nap.
...or a gun.

loose ends
tying a noose
in the back

of my mind.

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im totally sick.
i just drove home and i feel like im going to honk.
im scared and no one will take care of me...

:(

::sigh::