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so here i am. awake at 1:00 in the morning. Devin and i talked on the phone for 2 and 1/2 hours. its crazy, but we never run out of things to talk about. There is never a moment of silence. Its acctaully wonderful.
So, we were talking about college, and it just got me even more sad. he wants to go to MIT NYU or Cal Tech... so thats California, Massachusetts, Indiana...New York. and if you haven't noticed yet, thats like 300000000523895798 miles away. :( it made me really sad, cause i don't wanna have to say goodbye. to anyone, especially him.
Hm... well lets see. I watched Ladder 49 tonight and i'd have to say thats one of the saddest movies i've ever seen. I cried so hard, it was really sad :( i remember Sam told me it was sad, but i didn't know it was that bad!!! I loved it though, it was a good movie.
stillllll living here at my aunts house. I haven't seen my dad in a couple days, and hes back in town and everything. crazy, i feel kinda bad and i know it upsets him, but can he really blame me for not wanting to be at home?