everything seems to go wrong and i hate it all....my last entry was a poem about my girl friend.....honostly she is young we are 3 years apart she is 14 but i couldnt stop myself from liking her she is just so awsome and i fell inlove with her and now her mom is freakin out and doesnt want her with me and she doesnt even know me...i mean im not the ( Read more... )

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today was such a bad day....i come home from hanging out with my buddies and my mom calls me and tells me that my dad mom9my grandma) was in intensive care in rochester and she had sent inthe papers to request to be left alone and takin off life support so she can fuckin die!!! this is so fuckin stupid...my 9th grade year my dads dad dies and i was ( Read more... )

i need a job so bad...not having a job is depressing cuz it reflects on so many things....i dont have money to do stuff with my friends and thats a huge drag cuz then we cant do anyhting that consists of money...i cant get a girlfriend cuz i dont have any money to do anything for her with and thats just shitty and there are other reasons i cant get ( Read more... )

well its been a really loong time sense i have written in here but ill write somethin now ( Read more... )

lets see today i got my car back and im very happy about that and im very excited i can drive my self around now and not have to ask people for rides home from school and to school everyday. but the bad thing is i have to find a job now and i have no idea where i am goin to get a job at. i dont want a job in lapeer its too far i use most of my ( Read more... )

will you cut me watch me bleed ( Read more... )

about 3 days ago i started a reltionship with this girl. well it ended yesterday. how fuckin stupid. such a waste of time. she told me that she didnt like me like that anymore and she is the one who told me she liked me in the first place it took a while before i started likin her too and then when we start somethin she has to end it? what the fuck ( Read more... )

i am getting so sick of my friends bullshit....i cant get it through to them when im tellin the truth about somethin. some get mad cuz i cant buy tickets for there concert that i so badly want to go to and some get mad cuz others tell them im sayin shit about them and they dont beleive me. fuck everyone and fuck you i cant deal with this i dont ( Read more... )

i am sitting at home as usual. i am fucking bored out of my mind. i dont know where any of my friends are. so i have nothing at all to do. so i am goin to sit here and type till this point cuz im bored of this already.